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Setaside
02:36
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I can't sleep at all, turning my lamp off and on. My chest is heavy with love and I want to die from it all. everyone is so happy and i am so alone. i pretend to know myself but i can't figure it out on my own. my dreams were crushed long ago, but they were dense i suppose, placate to the way of the world, callings are just absurd.
i'm loved but for all the wrong reasons. love for dependability, love for my things, love cause you wanna love someone other than yourself.
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Cheats Out Of Heaven
02:37
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I can't hear it, what's in my heart? Sleepless nights in your living room or basement, staying up and watching movies till we're spent. Spending my whole life in a pillow fort, help me to reach cause I'm too short.
But now it's drive thrus on my own (It really hits home) but I've got nothing so I never miss home. Mother and father apart, now I'm sleeping in my car.
I can't hear it, what in my heart? I can't feel it, what's in my heart?
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Affection
04:21
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i saw your breath in the air and it made me feel alive. vague motivations but it hurts to apologize. winter came quick this year and your warmth gone broke my heart. drinking on my own, im falling apart, but i was sick of the lies, the secrets and the pretense, so i ran away from my life to save myself to save myself from my slow descent. i was a kid on my own who couldn't watch his tone, creating tension, lost your affection. if you need me i'll be at the clock shop looking back at all the time and money that i wasted on us being happy.
i've got a god that can't even hear me, only listens to anyone but me.
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GOD
02:07
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don't hear me cause my words mean nothing, but i'm stuck here listening to your bullshit. give me my little thoughts to myself, my one way distance comes naturally. got eyes that look right past you, one way distance and all has been seen. got a god that can't even hear me, only listens to anyone but me. its so easy to think that im useless cause you're so special sitting in your office. dissonance in our conversations makes me want to throw ideas out the window.
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Dessert Before Diner
02:14
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bless me with your love, i've screamed my heart out enough. separation in the name of love and joy. there is a life without you, a better life without you. i wanna go back, my childhood lacked, now i wear all black, so i don't distract. there is no life without you, i'd miss a life without you.
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Sit Tight
02:17
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slowly waking myself to the idea that all my time has been spent thinking only about myself. time has not been treating me welllllll, you've been doing good and that is swellll! unhappy! after i leave you i might feel like i've got no one else, and you'll need time to yourself.
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Time Sink
02:32
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I feel how when you sing when you sing, your voice echoing through my heart like it should, more and more and I'm so sure that I should be with you but that's just not true. Your voice rings throughout the void of my empty heart.
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Blindeyed Boy
02:17
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rolling downhill with all my passions. depending too much on my pride and pastimes, and ill get no where if i don't do something with my life. near sighted troubles, and blindeyed wonders. forgetting our problems and focusing on the abstract. living a solemn life that makes us want to sleep back to back. the way that i live makes me worse off than imagine, but any other way there is no joy to discover.
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Live Your Lifestyle
02:23
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i'm not satisfied, all i've said is lies, the way we live our lives. breathe in and count to five, sad but at least we're alive, spare me another cry. i saw your breath in the air, it's been to cold to think straight, nights when we'd stay up so late, get up with me, no shame!
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